මම දැන්ම රඟපාන්නේ නෑ - පබෝධා සංදීපනී

uu oekau rÕmdkafka kE - mfndaOd ix§mkS lsß iqj| .ek n,d‍fmdfrd;a;=fjka ,xldfjka msg;ajqKq mfndaOd ix§mkS wdfh;a ,xldjg wdfõ mqxÑ mqf;l=;a tlal' mq;d ;uhs ifõka ð;air' ,xldjg wdmq mfndaOd tlal wms l;d lf<a wïud flkl= ùfï i;=g .ek wykak' fï l;dnyg mfndaOdf.a wïud .S;d ldka;s chfldä;a tl;= jqKd' ta wdÉÑ wïud flfkla ùfï i;=g .ek l;d lrkak wdÉÑ wïud tlalhs wms uq,ska l;d lf<a' uu l,skau uf.a jev bjr lr,d ÿj <Õg hkak ,Eia;sfj,d ysáfha' ug ùid;a ,eì,d ;snqfKa' ta;a nnd ,efnkak ;snqKq ojig ojia mylg ú;r l,ska mq;d ug l;d lr,d lsõjd ÿjj fydiamsg,a tlg tlalf.k .shd lsh,d'
ta fj,dfõ kï ug álla nh ys;=Kd' uu blaukg <Õu ;ekl m;a;sks foajdf,lg .syska ndrhla jqKd' ug ta fj,dfõ yeáhg lrkak ys;=Kq fyd|u foa ;uhs tal' miafia ug l;d lr,d lsõjd uqkqmqfrla ,enqKd lsh,d' ta fj,dfõ kï oekqfKa lshd.kak neß i;=gla' * uqkqmqrdj oelaldu fudlo ys;=fKa@ wdrxÑh oek.;a;= fj,dfju ug f.dvlau i;=gla oekqfKa uqkqmqfrla ,enqKq ksid' fudlo wfma mjq‍f,a ÿfjla yïn jqfKa ug ú;rfka' wks;a yefudagu mq;d,d' ta ksid uu yeuodu mqf;l=g wdifj,d ysáfha' wksl uqkqmqrd iqÿhs' uu iqÿ mdgg;a f.dvla leue;s flfkla' * mfndaOdg mq;d ,efnk fj,dfõ <Õska bkak neßjqKd fkao@ tfyu jqfKa wms n,d‍fmdfrd;a;=fjka ysgmq ojig l,ska nnd ,enqKq ksid' uu <Õ ysáfha ke;s jqKdg mfndaOdf.a ;d;a;d <Õ ysáhd' m%xYfha bkak isxy, wh;a Woõ lr,d ;snqKd' uu hoa§ mfndaOhs" mq;hs fyd| ikSfmka ysáhd' uu tfya .syska udi follg lsÜgq ld,hla <Õskau b|,hs wdfõ' * ,xldjg wdjdg miafia uqkqmqrd wdÉÑ wïudg yqre jqKdo@ uu ,xldjg wdjg miafia miafi;a È.gu ialhsma tflka tfyu l;d l<d' ta ksid fjkak we;s nnd ,xldjg wdjdg miafia blaukgu ug yqrejqKd' uu oekq;a mq¿jka yeu fj,dfju thdj n,kak hkjd' uq,skau oelmq uqkqmqrdfka' ta ksid wdihs' iqÿ mqf;la yïnjqKq tlg ;j;a wdihs' * uqkqmqrd ljqre jf.ao@ ;du udi myhsfka' yßhgu lshkak neye' ta;a ug ysf;kafka mfndaOdf.a fmkqug jvd mq;df.a fmkqu ;uhs ;sfhkafka' miafia fldfydu fjhso okafka keye' mfndaO;a mqxÑu ld‍f,a ux jf.a' ta;a miafia ;d;a;d jf.au jqKdfka' * mfndaOd blaukgu wdfh;a rx.khg tl;= fjkjdg leue;so@ thd rx.khg tl;= fjkjdg uu leue;shs' ta;a uu ys;kafka keye blaukgu thd rx.khg taú lsh,d' fudlo thdg tfyu lrkak jqjukdjla keyefka' uu kï ta ld‍f,a mfndaOd ,enqKdg miafia blaukgu rx.khg wdjd' fudlo ta fjoa§ uf.a uy;a;hd rg .syska tkak neßj ysgmq ld‍f,a' ug rÕmEug .syska uqo,a fidhkak jqKd' tal ta ld‍f,a uf.a wjYH;dj' mfndaOdg tfyu m%Yak keyefka' * uqkqmqrdf.a yqr;,a tlal .ffjk ld,h .ek fudlo ysf;kafka@ we;a;gu ta w;ska kï uu f.dvla mska lr,d ;sfhkjd' ug ld,hla lror jqKq tl we;a;' ta;a uu mfndaOd mqxÑ ld‍f,a mfndaOdf.a iqr;,a ne¨‍jd' thd f,dl= fjk yeá oelald' wo uu mfndaOdf.a mq;df.a yqr;,a olskjd' yß iqkaorhs' mq;d <Õ bkak fldg kï fj,dj hkjd oefkkafk;a keye' * fï ojiaj, flfrk l,d lghq;= fudkjdo@ ‘uyrc wcdi;a’ Ñ;%mgfha jev lrf.k hkjd' ‘ueo f.or’ fg,s kdgHhhs" ;j;a w¨‍;a fg,s kdgHhlhs jev;a ;sfhkjd' ta yereKdu mq¿jka yeu fj,dfju nnd n,kak hkjd' mfndaOd wms;a tlal l;d lf<a Bg miafia' * úfoia rgl§ mq;d ,efnoa§ nhla oekqfKa keoao@ uu ‍fmdä ld‍f,a b|,d ;kshufka yeÿfKa' ta ksid f,dl= nhla ;snqfKa keye' fldfydu jqK;a ;d;a;d <Õgfka .sfha' tal;a w¨‍;a w;aoelSula' * mq;dj oelalg miafia oekqK i;=g@ yßhgu lshkak f;afrkafka keye' ta;a Ôúf;ag w¨‍;au w¨‍;a i;=gqodhl w;aoelSula' we;a;gu jpkj,ska lshkak neß ;rï fohla' * mq;d ,enqKdg miafia wïudj oelaldu fudlo ys;=fKa@ we;a;gu wïud ;uhs ug nh ke;=j Ôj;a fjkak mqreÿ lf<a' ta ksidu ;uhs ug nnd ,efnoaÈ;a f,dl= nhla oekqfKa ke;af;a' wïud oelaldu ug i;=gq ys;=Kd' udj oelaldu wïu;a i;=gq jqKd' * mq;d ljqre jf.ao@ uu jf.a kï ‍fkfjhs' uy;a;hd jf.a' * fldfyduo uy;a;hdf.ka ,efnk Woõj@ mq;d <Õskau bkakjd' oeka jevg hkafk;a mrlal=fj,d' * mfndaOdg mq;d ,efnoa§ ;d;a;d <Õ ysgmq tl úfYaIhs fkao@ ug f;afrk jhfia b|,d uu wjqreoaog fo;=ka j;djla ;d;a;d n,kak .shd' ta ksid ;d;a;d <Õ ke;s wvqj ljodj;a ug f,dl=jg oekqfKa keye' ug mq;d ,efnoa§ ;d;a;d ysgmq tl .ek f,dl= fjkila keye' nnd ,eì,d ojiska wïu;a wdjdfka' ta ksid ug ysf;kjd uu jdikdjka;hs lsh,d' * mq;d oeka mfndaOdf.a lgy~g m%;spdr olajkjdo@ oeka thd wmsj y÷kkjd' lgy~ wefyoa§ n,kjd' wfma wïudf.a lgy~;a okakjd' fudlo bmÿKq ojfia b|,d wïud lú lsõjfka' ;d;a;df.a lgy~;a y÷kkjd' wms ,xldjg wdjdg miafia ;d;a;d;a ks;r l;d lrkjd' * ,xldjg wdjdg miafia rÕmEug wdrdOkd ,efnkak we;s@ uu ,xldjg weú;a ;ju udihla ú;r fjkafka' ta ld‍f,a we;=<; ug kdgH lSmhlgu l;d l<d' ta;a oekau rÕmEug tl;= fjkak woyila keye' mq;d álla f,dl= jqKdu rÕmdkak mgka .kakjd' * biairyg rÕmEïj,§ jeämqr f;dard fírd .ekSï flf¾ú@ uu ljo;a rÕmEfõ f;dard.;a;= ks¾udKj,' bÈßhg;a ta f;dard .ekSï ta úÈygu ;sfhaú' oeka mq;d fjkqfjkq;a jeämqr ld,h ;shd .kak;a ´kfka' fkÆId is,ajd